For the past so many years, I used to feel very lonely around this time of the year, it's only cause I was in a wrong place at the wrong time..people used to celebrate Xmas and I could not relate to their happiness, to the pretty decorated Xmas trees, to the mad shoppers, to super tasty food or anything glittery and all the lights... I was far from anything I used to know...I could feel really intensely lonely...now however, I feel better spending winter somewhere I don't really need to wear 5 layers and still feel my bladder has gone frozen...but this time of the year, where ever I may roam makes me feel very nostalgic, reminds me of my super lonely life back in a very very very cold and windy country...
yeah I think, in spite of all the happiness I have, I still miss a very very very cold country that tattooed unforgettable memories on the skin of my being...
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