Hold me like our first date please..

Has it ever happened to you, that you live with a certain someone, for so long, that makes you almost forget how your love initially started? how blessed you are to have him/her in your life, you think you don't want to waste your 'I love you's on them anymore, and you begin to find every little fault in them that you never did before? you start to spot the fact that you want someone taller, better looking, cooler and generally above the level of the person you already have...

then..

one night as you both are reluctantly sleeping on the big bed, you turn your back on him/her and close your eyes, 3 hrs later, you feel he/she is moving, it annoys you at first, but the movement doesn't stop and is accompanied by a low trying-so-hard-to-hide-not-to-wake-you-up sobbing noise...you are still sleepy but suddenly all your senses hand in hand kick you in the arse, you open your eyes wide and look back at your side, to find that someone is crying in pain....

then all your newly found theories slap you on the face, or better say you slap them on the face, you panic, you ask whats wrong, that someone, you long ignored is now gasping for air, you run to the phone and dial 911, the ambulance arrives and they keep you out of the bedroom and all you can hear is them trying to save that someone's life... you see yourself inches from losing that person you long ignored...

Thats when like a movie alllll the memories haunt you back as quickly as possible, you remember the very first time your eyes locked into each other, you remember the first restaurant you went together when you looked up and saw that someone's eyes is already staring at you with the kindest look ever....first kiss, first cuddles, first making love ...then you try to remember why your life turned for worse and You can't remember anything!!!! the minutes drag on forever, and one of the paramedics comes out of the room....you stand up in panic....he looks you in the eyes,...you don't dare to ask anything.... he says is 'I am very sorry'...he continues but thats all you could hear...

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has it ever happened to you?

I hope it doesn't ever,....but I wish life doesn't teach us things in that hard way...

I think there should be a reminder to kick us whenever we forget why we first fell in love....