My dreams since the start of 2013 are kinda weird..up until the end of 2012 I used to have dreams, but right when the rising moment was happening, something was waking me up. Something like a little mad dog used to bark at me waking me up making sure I never see the end of it. making sure I never get the chance to say what I wanted to say.. but it has been 2 nights in a row, that I dreamed what I liked to dream, even at the end of the first dream I was already planning what to see in my next dream in one night! and I even had a 3rd dream! better even was when I woke up in the morning I could remember EVERYTHING! I could feel it all...
last night, I had this dream that I could go back in time and undo whatever I wanted to undo, and I could press the erase button on the bad memories I left for the people I loved...I was so thrilled..I still am....
Since last night, I feel freed..I feel I can live my normal life once more.. what has been hurting me for so long suddenly lifted itself off my shoulders... that little mad dog is gone... feel so calm now... don't want anything else in this world but this peace of mind to continue...
I miss you much less, cause I see you every night...
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