One eye blind, one eye bored..

Its in your own hands which one to choose..
you decide to be happy or shatter!
and the one you choose will follow you like your own shadow...well it will push your own shadow aside and replace it like a monster or an angel..

I chose to be happy,..then the angelic shadow started to follow me... at times she got a little bit too much excited and one day finally decided I am boring and left me...
for a week or so I had no shadow...I didn't know how to be...my own shadow was lost too...
then one day in the dark corner...two glazing eyes staring at me...
I was left with a little monster smiling at me asking me if I am ready...
yeah...
since then.
I am shattering everyday...
no way out...
 I think that monster is in love with me...
..
let me go..
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