Today I am happy
very happy
very very happy
the sun is shining in this nice Autumn day,
the birds are singing and the clouds are far from the sight
its not even cold
I have finally decided to change, to be happier..to let go
I have decided to be a graceful twenty something yr old who can see the silver linings of the dark clouds
who can bake cakes instead of crying
who can finish a tub of ice cream on her own and hide the empty tub under the sink for an opportunity to smuggle it to the bins outside...
I have decided to go watch 'Monsters Inc' again! or even Cinderella!
I made a facial mask and am putting it on, its cold and runny but will make my skin glow, so I will just try it..
After this I will dress up, go to work and invite everyone to something!
I checked my bank acc, I got paid! even better..!!
I'll go buy a new phone case full of glitters!
one of those cases that you'd need to pay at least 25 pounds and everything falls off it in 2 weeks and you won't mind!
Yes!
Today
I will go through all the old e-mails and replay the ones I haven't replied in over a month! I need to be sociable again!
I will call all my old friends
in fact I can organize a party!
yes!!!
life is beautiful again!
yay!!
..
.
.
it's just this little voice inside my head
that whispers...
Bullshit!
very happy
very very happy
the sun is shining in this nice Autumn day,
the birds are singing and the clouds are far from the sight
its not even cold
I have finally decided to change, to be happier..to let go
I have decided to be a graceful twenty something yr old who can see the silver linings of the dark clouds
who can bake cakes instead of crying
who can finish a tub of ice cream on her own and hide the empty tub under the sink for an opportunity to smuggle it to the bins outside...
I have decided to go watch 'Monsters Inc' again! or even Cinderella!
I made a facial mask and am putting it on, its cold and runny but will make my skin glow, so I will just try it..
After this I will dress up, go to work and invite everyone to something!
I checked my bank acc, I got paid! even better..!!
I'll go buy a new phone case full of glitters!
one of those cases that you'd need to pay at least 25 pounds and everything falls off it in 2 weeks and you won't mind!
Yes!
Today
I will go through all the old e-mails and replay the ones I haven't replied in over a month! I need to be sociable again!
I will call all my old friends
in fact I can organize a party!
yes!!!
life is beautiful again!
yay!!
..
.
.
it's just this little voice inside my head
that whispers...
Bullshit!
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