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Honey I dont want to hate you anymore
I never had time for 24 hours tasks....
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some people don't know
how
to
try
to
cry
.
.

.(but i know)

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I wrap my childhood around me
and my feet are longer than to be covered

oh how cold.....
how really
really cold.....
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I think I am pregnant again
9 months and 9 days and 9 hours are left
and you are not born yet
do you really enjoy floating in me freely and fly your butterflies
?
?
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You beat me again
I love you beating me
this is a strange love story
like an ant
who fell in love with the gardeners' boot
and stayed in love
till it was trodden upon
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I tried so much
I went up the tallest ladder
but I cant reach up to your new horizons






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